If I Knew I Couldn’t Fail and had Unlimited Resources…
“What would you do if you knew you couldn’t fail and had unlimited resources?” – Amy Blake
I’m Thankful Every Day
Today, I’ll post what I’m thankful for, but my gratitude doesn’t stop at midnight, nor did it start at midnight. I’m thankful for my daughter because she’s the reason I am here. She’s my purpose. I’m thankful for my family because they’ve put up with all of my shit and supported me through my stupidity, my issues and in every way they’ve been capable. I’m thankful that I’m going to be an uncle next year, thanks to my lovely sister. I’m also thankful I found my sister/was found… Read More
Don’t Do Drugs, My Friends… You Will Have to Quit Them Eventually…
I quit meth. Learn from my experience. Perhaps even journey with me.
The Duckling
I watched an SUV run over a duckling once. The SUV was about 2 car-lengths ahead of me. The situation struck me for more than 24-hours because I seemed to empathize for the mother duck and the duckling’s siblings, especially the last duckling. I was driving between Nehalem, OR and Manzanita, OR, coming around a corner when from the left shoulder of the road, a mother duck and approximately six to eight ducklings waddled up to cross to the other side. I caught sight of the feathery group approximately 3 car-lengths… Read More
Dear Diary
Well, Microsoft… It’s you and me again. Definitely not the first and I doubt the last time I will have nobody to listen and let me just vent and allow me to feel without telling me I’m wrong or that things shouldn’t bother me. Oh wait, I’m not entitled to the same rights as anyone I encounter. I have to be robotic with my responses and feelings as if I’m programmed to tell others what they want to hear. God forbid anything I say, do or think cause anyone else to open… Read More
I Hate Me
I shouldn’t be allowed to exist. I’m such a piece of shit anymore. I’m nothing like I used to be. I used to be ambitious. I used to be a good parent. I used to have a good memory. My morals were in-tact. I knew what I wanted and how to get it the right way. I didn’t hurt every day. I didn’t hurt anyone else, either. Now, I’ve destroyed everything and I likely deserve the suffering I experience. I hate me. I deserve nothing good. Especially because of how shitty of… Read More
